Selamat Pengantin Baru....

Congratulation to my best friend, Siti Nurbaya (anne_rinko) & her husband Angah on their wedding that was held on 8/12/2007. :)
Sorry yer Anne, aku x dpat datang...coz ade hal lain yg x dapat dielakkan. But whatever it is, your wedding present aku akan tetap bagi nanti masa aku gi KL next month yek. ;p.

So cute both of you....Macam pinang dibelah dua...Ceewwaahhh...kembang la anne tuh. Hihihi...
Tapi angah nampak makin chubby lew... :P
Tak pe la...apa2 pun cepat2 dapat baby yek...:)

Respect For Humanity

Sedang aku membelek2 dan membaca article2 favaurite aku dekat my fav website www.alrisala.org, aku terpanggil nak letakkan article nih kat blog aku. Hanya bertujuan untuk dikongsi bersama pembaca2 lain. Hopefully u guys can learn something from this article....

Please read it out.... :)

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God tells us in the Qur’an: "We have indeed honored the Children of Adam, and provided for them means of transportation on land and sea, and given them wholesome food and exalted them high above the greater part of Our creation" (17:70).

This shows that man by his very creation deserves regard and respect. This respect is man’s natural birthright, regardless of which community he belongs to.

According to a Hadith: "That person is not one of us who is not merciful to our juniors and respectful to our elders." According to another hadith the Prophet Muhammad said, "One who believes in Allah and the Last Day must honor his neighbors; one who believes in God and the Last Day must honor his guests."

There are a number of such commands to the believers in the Qur’an and the Hadith which lay great stress on showing due respect to the servants of God. For this is an important area in which we are actually being tested on our faith in God. Our love and devotion for God finds expression in this world in the form of our relations with other human beings. One who is a true lover of God has an inner urge to love God’s servants.

Respect for humankind is one of the basic teachings of Islam. Anyone, be he of one’s own religion or of any other religious tradition, whether he belongs to one community or another; whether he belongs to friendly group or enemy group, in all cases is worthy of respect. According to the teachings of Islam human beings are to be respected, despite their differences. Even where antagonism is displayed, we have to adopt the way of avoidance of conflict and continue to show respectful behavior. In the eyes of Islam all human beings are equal and deserve our respect.

Versace...For Woman.....

Waallahh..!!!!!
The smell was so powerful. :)
Memang terpesona la kalau sesapa yg bau versace nih. Terpukau seketika. Hehe...
I just bought this perfume from my bro's buddy.
Baru jer hari tu masa gi shopping kat KL beli Escada nyer perfume yg baru tuh, pastu beli lagi. Haha...Giler la perfume lak aku lately nih. Ni pun macam ade terasa nak beli lagi perfume baru Mariah Carey tuh. Hari tu baca magazine, terjumpa maria carey nyer perfume. Tapi x sempat gi survey lagi dh ader kat sini ke lom lagi.... :)
May be next month lak beli...Kang mak mara...membazir....:P

No Manners...!!!!!

Errrkkk....aaarrrrrrgghhhhh...!!!!!!! %*@#$(**&^#?!?~#
GERAM NYERRR...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hari ni mmg aku terkesima sejenak. Terkejut...terkedu...semua ader. Ish...entah la...Zaman sekarang ni, susah nk jumpa budak perempuan yg reti nak jaga maruah. Heran aku..Apa yg diorang rasa aku pun x tau la. Dah x de rasa malu lagi dalam diri mereka.

Ceritanyer macam nih... Balik keje tadi aku terus ke kedai gambar kawan aku nak amik gambar passport. Balik dr kedai tu, macam biasa la, aku mmg selalu nyinggah kat kedai magazines sebelah tuh...tgk2 ade magazine apa yg menarik. Ada la sorang budak perempuan nih, dressing dier....mak ai...!!!! Seksa....!!! Pakai singlet putih and short jer, gaya nyer macam still budak sekolah ler, teenagers. Dia pun dtg kat kedai tu, dengan bangga and selamber nyer jerit kat india yg jaga kedai tuh..."Eh, Ane, bagi dunhill besar satu. Merah ha..!!!"
Yang India tu pun terkedu gak ler, berkerut dahi. India tu pun ckp.. "Sori ha adik, adik bawah umur, uncle x blh kasi jual sama adik. Mau kalu, cari lain kedai..."
Budak perempuan ni terus naik hangin and dengan selamber badak nyer, memaki india tu..kuat lak tuh.. Nak tau dia ckp per..?
"Eh B**I, ko igt aku teringin sgt ke nak hisap rokok tu, aku beli untuk bapak aku la..B***h punyer K*L**G..!!!"
Tak pasal2 je uncle tu kene maki. His already done his part what... Memang budak bawah umur 18thn x blh beli rokok. Everybody knew the rules. Take kira la bapak ko kirim ker...Atok ko kirim ker, laki ko kirim ker...sapa peduli...???

Yang aku heran budak pompuan tu no manners langsung. Biadap. Walaupun uncle tu India, tapi dia tetap orang tua, sekurang2 nya hormat la sikit. Tak payah la nak terjerit2 maki hamun orang kat depan orang ramai. Uncle tu pun termalu lak sekejap, x pasal2 lak kene marahkan. Padahal bukan nyer salah dia pun. Pastu budak pompuan terus sepak kerusi plastik yg ade kat tepi kedai tuh... Giler laa... Udah ler dia tu perempuan, perangai panas baran mengalahkan lelaki. Ish...kalau anak @ adik aku ler mcm tu, mmg aku dah lempang dah muker dia kat situ.
Memang betol la kata Ustaz2 yg aku selalu dengar ceramah tuh. Zaman sekarang ni anak2 kurang ajar. Biadap. Sebab kurang didikan agama dari ibu bapak. Ye la...parents sibuk sgt dengan keje...sebok cari duit...anak2 terabai. Macam tu ler. Pastu anak2 kat luar ntah mcm apa...kurang ajaq.

Standard la kalau zaman2 remaja ni mmg nakal, tapi sekurang2nyer control la budi bahasa dengan org yg lebih tua, x kira la bangsa apa. Ini tak.....Biadap.
Nauzubillah....mintak2 laa bakal2 anak aku semua x jadi mcm tu nanti. Aku harap ibu bapa sekrang lebih prihatin and lebihkan masa sikit dengan anak2. Selami hati diorang apa yg diorang nak. Bagi kasih sayang lebih sikit. Insyallah, kalau kita belai diorang dengan cara yg betul..baik la jadinyer...

A Day To Remember

What a happy day today.... :)

Hehehehe....Seronok nyer hari nih.... Terasa happy sesangat and bahagia. Ekekek... Poyo jer. Actually ade beberapa sebab la yg membuatkan aku bahagia hari nih. Tapi x leh la cerita semua. I just wanna keep it as a secret. :)

Kegembiraan yg kedua lak sebab hari ni aku dapat handphone baru. Yezzaa...Seronok nyer. Dah lama gak ler aimed handphone nih. Target nk beli in this month. So, Alhamdulillah. Tercapai jugak akhirnya. Hp idamanku... Sonny Erricson. K770i. Actually my handphone ni broen color. Tapi kiter saja letak dmbr warna biru.. Coz its look so attractive.. Ehehehe...
Thax a lot to my beloved Mr Syahrul. Luv u so much...Hehehe...

And....Kegembiraan ke dua lak sebab beberapa masalah yg aku lalui selama seminggu ni dah satel. Alhamdulillah. Tenang balik hati aku... Kalau x sebelom ni rasa kureng sikit... Asyik moody jer. Nak update blog pun malas. So, hari ni dah ok... :)
Thx to Syahrul again sebab hari ni dia sempat meluangkan masa dtg jenguk aku and meleraikan segala kekusutan hati aku nih. So, everything was back to normal. Amiinn... :)

Ok la...nak rest lak...sebab hari ni seharian keluar ngan syahrul gi jejalan, makan2 and tgk hp. So penat sesangat... Esok nak keje pagi lak tuh..adeh laa..malas tol nk bgun pagi.
Will update later.... Daa...daa...

Salam Aidiladha...

Alhamdulillah...dah selesai Hari Raya Qurban tahun 2007 nih. :)

Kali ni aku menyambut secara teramatlah sederhana nyer. Sebab x ramai yg balik beraya di Ipoh, maklumlah, Raya Puasa hari tu dh semua balik kan..
Tahun ni Abg Dy&Family and JetLi&Family jer balik. Kak Chik ade ler sekejap semalam, cuma tgah hari sikit tu dia pun gerak balik umah mak mertua dia. So, cuma kami jer la adik beradik. Tak de sapa sangat....But still meriah dengan kehadiran anak2 buah yg ramai nih...Hehehe..

Menu Aidiladha :-

* Pulut Kuning
* Rendang Ayam
* Kari Daging & Ubi kentang
* Bihun/Kuetiaw Sup
* Nasi Putih
**Yg lain2 semua kuih2 jer and kerepek2.. buat kudap2. :)


Tu je antara menu yg sempat mak and akak2 ipar aku masak. Aku x dapat nak tulun langsung sebab hari Rabu tu aku still keje. Dekat kol 9.30 mlm gak baru sampai umah. By the time aku sampai semua dah satel. Hehe...Aku makan je la... :P

Cuti-cuti Malaysia - Melaka

Aduh....Alhamdulillah....At Last aku selamat sampai semula ke Ipoh pkul 11:30am td.

Penat giler la berjalan. Sakan.... Hehehe....
Dari hari Jumaat hari tuh, dlm kol 12.30 tgh aku gerak dari Ipoh ke Ampang, KL rumah my bro. Tgk anak buah baru. :) So cute.... Nama dia Aidatul Kharissa. Kecil jer...cute... So, mlm tu aku tido sana la. Mlm tu sempat gi shopping kat Ampang Point. Tapi x beli apa sgt pun. Ampang Point dah tak best mcm dulu. Busan... Blk makan KFC ngan anak2 buah.... :)

Hari Sabtu plak aku gi Melaka ngan my mom and my sis. Penat jugak la..seharian berjalan. Siap panjat A'Famosa lagi. Dalam aku yg sakit kaki akibat terseliuh hari tuh, smpai jugak ke atas tu ha. Hehehehe..... Kelas laahh..!!! :P Kat Melaka sempat gak naik beca. Walaupun kene tipu. Sabor je la... Tak mau cerita pasal tu la. Sedih siot.... :(
Dah petang tu, aku gerak ke umah abg aku lak kat Port Dickson (PD). Lepak2 kat sana, tido sana. Hari Ahad pagi tu sempat gak kitorang mandi laut. Best..best...hihi...Lama x mandi laut. :)
Pas mandi laut, breakfast nasi lemak Kak Teep (my sis-in-law). Wah...sedap giler... Kak Teep kalau masak mmg kelas... Especially kalau dia masak kari kepala ikan...mmg power...!!!! :)

Lepas tu aku gi ke Nilai3 plak. Biasa la akak aku tuh..nak mencuci mata and shopping kain ler. Apa lagi..kat situ kain mmg murah and cantik2. Giler la mata dier. Aku x de beli apa sgt pun. Sempat beli baju blaus sepasang utk kenduri my cousin this coming saturday. Balik dari Nilai terus gi umah my bro kat Damansara lak. Tido sana and pagi lepas breakfast gak gerak terus balik Ipoh.....

Berakhirlah perjalanan aku yg panjang lebar and jauh ni...Hehehe....
Alhamdulillah sebab cuaca ok jer. Tak de hujan.
Ada banyak gambar..Nanti kemudian la update yek... Letih ni. Nak rest kejap, sebab jap lagi nak masuk keje nih.....
Daa..daa...

Updated on 18/12/07.....Some photoes wanna share with u guys during my holiday.... :)
Enjoy.....!!!!!

Love Is .....

I didnt have any self updates for today. Juz posting here to share something wiz u guyz. Its all about love. What makes me feel like to talk about love today 'coz I just received a phone call from my old friend, which is my best friend when I'm working at my former telecommunication company previously. When I picked up the phone, at beginning I didn't heard anything. I thought that might be somebody wrongly dialed my number, but surprisingly that girl introduced herself by mentioning her name. At first I was so excited to hear her voice, coz quite a long time I've been loose contact with her, after my resignation from that company. So, we start chit-chating...

Unfortunately, she started to cry when i asked her... "hey, my dear, whats up? How's life?"
I was shocked. I didn't aspect that she will crying on the phone like this when we never talk for quite a long time. And seriously I didn't know her life, stories or problems. But, as a friend, I'm trying to let her calm and she begin to share the prob.

Actually she was engaged with her boyfriend last year somewhere on June. That is after their 5 years couple. She was so excited on the engagement and planned to get married on Dec this year, which is this month..!! Unfortunately, when everything was ready; the gifts (hantaran), wedding invitation cards, catering arrangement and all the wedding stuffs, her fiancee and his family come to her house yesterday and request to break off and stop the wedding. The wedding will held on 22 Dec 2007 - Which is on next week. Only 10 days left..!!! What the hell is that..!!!?? She was shocked and speechless. She didn't know why, what's the reason and suddenly the wedding must stop. It was really unfair to her. They didn't have any argument, no spoils and no problem with the fiancee. They are happily decided to get married coz they love each other. She tried to call her fiancee, but cannot get, have resigned from his currently working company and the whole of his family have shifted to other places, where she totally dunno where exactly they stepped off. Pity her so much. No reason, she have been left just like that. Fuh....!!! It was so dramatic and tragic rite...

And now, i am thinking... In this world, love doesn't mean anything to the person like THAT GUY species. Know why? Because they didn't learn how to appreciate other person. It is correct, if God's fated that is not their ending. But at least, give us the reason. Why this kind of woman need to facing all these. Its unfair to her. She have a dreams with this guy, she have a hope for their future and she loves him so much. She sacrificed a lot for their relationship. To make their relation more meaningful and having a good ending. Happily ever after... and yet, she was broken. She have been betrayed. She have been the one who having a trauma at the end of the day. That was so cruel. I cannot imagine if I am at her shoes right now...may be i got mad. Go to Tanjung Rambutan... Huhuhu.... So tragic.

Love Is ... When you look into someone's eyes, you can see everything you need.
But...In this part of stories, she never manage to look at his eyes to get a hope at least...

Take a break...and think deeply inside your heart.. Are you dare to do all these hurt things to your lover...???

The Golden Compass

Today I went to cinema. This story was excite me in a first sight i saw the banner at that cinema. B'coz i didn't planned what movie that i'm going to watch before i come. So, this story was great. From the producer of the Lord of the Rings trilogy, The Golden Compass is based on Philip Pullman's bestselling and award-winning novel His Dark Materials trilogy. It is an exciting fantasy adventure, set in an alternative world where people's souls manifest themselves as animals, talking bears fight wars, and Gyptians and witches co-exist.
At the center of the story is Lyra, a 12 year-old girl who starts out trying to rescue a friend who's been kidnapped by a mysterious organization known as the Gobblers - and winds up on an epic quest to save not only her world, but ours as well.
Very powerful movie, and interesting. I want to give 4stars... :)
Seriously, i recommend u guys to watch this movie.

Kenduri....Jogging....Lepak....

Semalam, Saturday (8/12/07), aku ikut mak aku gi kenduri kahwin. Kiranya ni sedara kitorang gak ler, cuma kureng rapat sikit. Sebab jarang jumpa. Tapi mak aku rapat ler ngan dier. So, semalam dia kawin. Alhamdulillah, meriah la jugak, dengan ade kompang menyambut pengantin, pastu makanan pun sedap catering nyer masak. Siap ade cendol Maiden yang ngetop kat Ipoh Jaya lagi.... :) Walaaahhh..!!! Yg kawen ni anak dier, Norbaiti (Betty). Semoga berkekalan.... :)

And petang semalam, aku gi jogging. Dok nunggu member aku yg ntah pkl brapa nk kuar ngan aku beli barang, aku pun busan. Kuar gi jogging ngan my sister and anak2 dier. Best giler bila jogging. Berpeluh2...rasa sihat sgt. Leh la jugak mengeluarkan lemak2 yg terkandung di dalam badanku ini.. Hehehe... Ni gambar si Iffah. Anak buah aku yg paling cute and paling nakal. And paling pandai bercakap. kuat membebel. Macam org tua.

Semalam bila jogging, aku suruh dia dok ngan mak aku je kat tempat mainan tu. Memula ok. Masuk je 2nd round jogging, lalu depan dia balik. So dia pun dh ternampak aku and mama dia, dia pun sebok la nk ikut jugak. So, dia pun ikut la kitorang jogging. Lepas dh 5 minit jogging, dia siap leh kuar statement maut lagi.... "Acu, adik penat la, adik ni dh la kurus, nanti kurus la lagi". Hahahahaha....wakakaka..!!! Aku gelak sakan biler dia ckp mcm tuh. Bijak tol ler si kecik ni. Sabar je la. Tu baru 4 tahun tuh. Kalau dah sekolah nanti x tau la aku..... :)
Apa2 pun aku seronok ngan bebudak ni. I love kids... But aku ni garang.. :P Hehe

Malam lepas Maghrib, kuar gak ngan my friend beli barang baby sebab hari ni aku and officemate nak pg melawat my another officemate yang dah bersalin. Salwani namanyer. Wani bersalin anak perempuan hari tuh. Aku dah x ingat tarikh nyer....
Lepas beli barang, kitorang makan steamboat kat Moven Peak. Member aku ni dari hari tu lagi nak gi makan kat sini, tp bz sgt lately ni, banyak keje. So, baru malam td je pg. Memula nk tgk wayang, tp tiket semua nyer dah fully booked. And kalau ade pun, semua yang kat sit depan sekali. Adeh, x sanggup....Sakit palo den...!!!! So may be next time...

Yasmin Ahmad's Latest Movie....

I think this movie will become box-office as her previous movie. Interesting and Exciting.. Can't wait to be release at Malaysia.


(Actually.....I'm a big fan of Yasmin Ahmad...hehhee...)

Mari dengar Zaimun membebel..!!!!!

Ni sesi lepas geram nih...!!!! Tension...tension....

Hari ni memang aku marah sangat2. Geram giler ngan my 'boss'.. Ade ke patut, hari ni, dah last minit baru nk bg tau yg kitorang kene keje on this coming Sunday (16/12/07). Actually, as a boss, she can choose and ask our team members first which Sunday that we are free and able to come to work. Ini tak, dia buat derk jer..Tak bg tau. Team lain dh berebut2 and siap leh cop lagi ahad biler yg team member leh keje. So, team aku yg plg last, sebab boss aku ni pelupa. Saba je la.... Dah la aku dh amik Annual Leave on 14/12/07 sampai 17/12/07, baru masuk keje. Ni dia sesuka hati jer buat mcm gitu.. Takkan la aku nk blk keje seawal tu. Uuuwwaa..... Tension...
Sebabkan dia, aku terpaksa cari other team members asking for swapping the work shift. Budus tul ler.... Yg aku marah sgt ni bukan apa, sebelum ni bkn nyer kitorang x pnh keje hari Ahad, but sebelum ni dia tya dulu. Which Sunday our team members free, than we just sign-up (cop) that day la kan. But unfortunately, this time she was not doing her part as previously. I am so frustrated.

And now...my problem is... to find someone who are willing to swap with me. Its really hard. Bukan semua org nk tulun. Sapa nk keje hari Ahad kan? Huhu.... :(
Broken hearted.... Aku dah plan baik punya ngan my sister nak gi bawak anak2 buah bercuti ke Melaka. Maklumla, musim cuti sekolah, kitorang asyik keje je, bebudak tu boring la. Tak leh nak buat per. Asyik dok jer kat TASKA tu. Hari2 dok tanya aku, "Bila Acu Mun and Mama nak cuti ni?" Bila dah jadi macam ni terus hilang mood. Entah la... Pening la nak pikir pasal benda2 ni. Just wait and see how it going to be soon. Will update it later k...

Dah la tu...penat la membebel ni. Mesti boring korang baca blog aku ni kang. Bising nor Cik Zaimun hari ni. Tapi aku just nk menyuarakan rasa ketidak puashatian aku jer. Terasa macam senang sgt memperkotak-katikan diri kiter ni as a staff ni. May be i am not a boss, but at least just consider to us a lil bit. Please try to put yourself in our shoes..... Broken hearted.....:(

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Ye..ye..Mak Balik...!!!!

Oye..oye...!!!! Mak dh balik... Ye ye ..mak balik.... Hehehe... :)
Hari ni mak aku dah balik da. Ekekeke...Busan ni sengsorang kat umah. Mati kutu x tau nk wat pe. At last my mom came back home. Mizz her... :P
Hari ni mak pun baru sampai, penat nak masak. Aku pun x masak tadi coz semalam byk sgt keje, dekat kol 4 pagi baru titun. So, hari ni bgun lambat. So, x sempat nk masak apa2 pun. So, blk amik mak tadi terus singgah kat Mc D, Drive-Tru. Beli Big Mac and mak beli Mc Chicken. Wallahh..!!! Sedap.. Lama x makan Mc D.

Ni gara2 si Isma la ni. Officemate aku. Dah 2 hari asyik cerita pg makan Mc D ngan BF dia. Sampai aku lak yg naik teringin. Ampeh nyer Isma. Oh..Tidak... Diet ku LARI.... :)
Aduhai, bahaya nih. Kene gi jogging esok. Hari ni keje. Lagi pun cuaca kat sini asyik hujan jer. Dari semalam aku gi keje, sampai ke hari ni aku nk pg keje balik...hujan nyer x berhenti2 lagi. Kejap2 lebat, kejap2 renyai. Ermm...Basuh kain pun tak kering dow. Adeh..!!@@#%$#*&&^?




And today i feel like so calm and a little bit happy. When i saw my mom have safely arrived, i was so thankful. When the 62year-old lady travel by herself by bus on her own, it was amazing. I didnt believe my mom was that strong and brave. Because of her braveness... thats y we are here as her kids. :) Brave like her and strong like our dad.
Time was running too fast. I just realized now... today... in this seconds, its already 11 years and 3 months my Dad was passed away. I didnt believe it. I just felt that only yesterday he left us, just saw him in his Kafan... Huhu.... A very sad day.... 16th October 1996
Al-Fatihah to my dad...On this beautiful Friday......
Amiin....

Nasi Goreng Kampung - Telur Mata

Hahahaha....!!!! At last...I'm cooking.... After several times I didn't cook. Ekekeke... Aku bukan nyer x reti masak, cuma malas jer. Sebab mak ade kat umah. Tapi this 3 days mak x de. Mak balik kampung.. Huhuhu... So boring...X de geng nak sembang2.... :(

So, hari ni, bangun titun x de makanan kat umah, aku pun mengodek-godek la kat dapur tu sengsorang. Bukak fridge and check apa benda yg ade leh dimasak. Nasi semalam ade lagi sikit dalam periuk, aku just panaskan balik, and buat nasi goreng kampung. Tetiba teringin plak. Senang jer masak nasi goreng kampung ni. Bukan susah sangat. Aku masak main campak2 jer.

Tumbuk cabai burung, cili hijau and bawang putih. Pastu sebelum korang tumis, korang gorengkan dulu ikan bilis tu sampai dia garing and rangup. Pastu baru korang campakkan bahan yg ditumbuk tadi, tumiskan.... Pastu masukkan ayam sikit, sebagai rencah and sikit kangkung and kacang panjang yg dipotong kecik2. Bila dh garing sikit, baru masukkan nasi. Apa lagi...goreng..goreng..dan goreng... hehehe sampai masak and bau dia naik.. Fuuhhh...!!!!! Pastu...makan laa...apa lagi...... :)

Try ler...senang jer....Tak susah pun.... Tapi bagi sesapa yg suka belacan, blh gak campur sekali, sikit jer. Bagi seap rasa. Tapi aku x suker belacan dalam masakan. Aku lebih suker sambal belacan makan dgn nasi goreng ni. Lagi power.... Pastu goreng telur mata sebijik.
Waduh..waduh...Sedap bangat dong....!!!

Life Updates....

Nothing much to updates for today. Alhamdulillah, my fever was going down. My headache also back to normal. Because yesterday doctor gave me ponstant 750mg. Wahhh..!!!
Terrible man..!! :P

So, everything has back to normal. But only on my working got some problem now. Yesterday, when I've back to work after 1 day MC on Monday..I was shocked. I've been told from my colleagues, that our lunch break (meal break) have reduced to only half an hour...!!!!! Setengah jam nak makan apa wei..?????? Damn man..!!! How are we going to eat??? This is because we have a lots of calls queue and its really heavy. So, our management team are forcing to short the meal break time. But the good news is, the 1 hour meal break time for us, we can claimed as an OT. So, we are paid when we cannot go out for makan...!!! :8

Besides, everything still in a normal situation. Hang out wiz my fwenz still a part from my routine now. Hehehe....

And today, my mom urgently need to go back to my kampung, Tapah, coz have a urgent thing to do with my grandparents. But nothing serious... :)
So my mom will stay until this Friday. No prolemo...coz I have Ms Mimi Fariza will spend her night with me.. :) Thanks to her so much... Thats what friend are for...

No photo to be update this time...heheheh....
But hope u guyz enjoy the latest video clips by My Chemical Romance, Teenagers... :)

When You're Gone...

Huhhh...!!!! (mengeluh)...
I dunno why times run so fast. Feels just yesterday i've met someone, but today he's going out with other woman. What a life... Is that what we call life in a modern style? Everybody can makes anybody as their own people. Today say "love u, my boo", tomorrow say "hate u so much". Am I rite? Thats what we call love huh?!!
Its really hard to find a true love. May be today when we meet a guy, make him a friend, and after that it changed to lover. 1 year..3 years...5 years... get married. We always thought, when we knew someone more than 3 years, we already knew him much. But the truth is, NOT exactly. Absolutely not...!!! Even 10years is still not enough to judge them.
So, what are we suppose to do as a woman? Silent? Smile? Act like nothing happen? Dumb? Revenge? Or may be find another guy???
Seriously, deeply inside my heart now...i hate this kind of feelin'. It sucks..!!!!



.....When You're Gone....
I always needed time on my own, I never thought I'd need you there when I cry, And the days feel like years when I'm alone, And the bed where you lie is made up on your side, When you walk away I count the steps that you take, Do you see how much I need you right now When you're gone, The pieces of my heart are missin' you, When you're gone, The face I came to know is missin' too, When you're gone, The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok, I miss you...... I've never felt this way before, Everything that I do reminds me of you, And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor, And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do, When you walk away I count the steps that you take, Do you see how much I need you right now.... We were made for each other, Out here forever, I know we were, All I ever wanted was for you to know, Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul, I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me..

Fever season....

Its really a hot day for this past 2-4 days. Same goes for today. Was really really hot. Cannot take it anymore. my head was so pain and it only feel at the right site of my head. uuwwaa... my migrain comes again. fuh...really cannot tahan...!!!!
my body was so warm inside and cool outside. sometime sweating, and sometimes i feel so cool. dunno why. arrgghh... tak larat nyer.... i've been slept for quite a while. taken panadol as a pain killer, hope this evening will be back to normal, coz i need to go to work at 4pm today. but unfortunately i'm still feeling not well. really really not well. my eyes has turn to red color. like alien...!!!!



Went to clinic for check up.... and i have to take MC today..... :(
Come back home...makan ponstan...and sleep...sleep....and sleep....'til evening.

Illusion never change into something real.

I dunno how to begin. i feel one kind today. weird feelin'. when i came back from work this evening, i felt so empty. Actually i did call my old friend, which is my best friend when I'm in college. Anne_rinko. Haha.. i just received her wedding invitation card today. Wow...she gonna get married on 8th Dec 2007. This coming Saturday. At first i do really happy for her. And today, during lunch hour, I've called her. spoke to her, and heard a happy voice. she was excited on her marriage soon. may be she freak out, but she was so happy. and of course I'm happy for her too.
but deeply inside my heart, i feel so sad. one by one i am the only one who always received the wedding invitation from my old best friends. but..when will going my own wedding? Haha.. soon? may be. Illusion never change into something real. :)
Fantasy also cannot be reality if we didn't work into it. Chase our own steps its really hard. So, what I'm gonna do now? Istikharah...?? Yes...this is the only thing i still didn't do yet. I will make it soon. Ask for His guidance. :)
If HE is the one that have been fated to me, i will accept him as what he are. I will try my best to give my loves and my soul to him. i devoted my life to him for all of my life, Insyaallah. But if God's willing was not that, i cannot say anything. No matter how much i love him, he was not mind. He will be off soon. Leaving me alone here, dunno until when. When he will come back and see me again.


.....Because Of You.....
I will not make, The same mistakes that you did, I will not let myself, Cause my heart so much misery, I will not break, The way you did, you fell so hard, I've learned the hard way, To never let it get that far...
Because of you, I never stray too far from the sidewalk, Because of you, I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt, Because of you, I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me, Because of you I am afraid...
I lose my way, And it's not too long before you point it out, I cannot cry, Because I know that's weakness in your eyes, I'm forced to fake, A smile, a laugh, everyday of my life, My heart can't possibly break, When it wasn't even whole to start with...
I watched you die, I heard you cry every night in your sleep, I was so young, You should have known better than to lean on me, You never thought of anyone else, You just saw your pain, And now I cry in the middle of the night, For the same damn thing...